Got a few projects for the weekend:


♥ Two daisychainrpg apps to write up by Sunday
♥ Ficletssssssss up the wall
♥ Figure out finances and how long I'll be in debt (I'm SO close...news on that below)
♥ Put together a So you think you can dance? Season five playlist
♥ Finish Dead Until Dark so I can start the next book in the series soon
♥ Maybe go to a movie? That would be nice :)
♥ WORK OUT NAO BIATCH
♥ Work on some RP stuff for both comms. You committed, now follow through, self



In other news, had a really good day yesterday. I was paying a bunch of bills when I found that one of my larger credit cards is almost paid off, meaning I can get the other one that's barely halfway paid off here probably by the end of the year (I swore off using them once I got my job now, since I had the money to pay them off and all.) It REALLY makes me happy because if I can get these paid off by the end of the year, I can perhaps clear up a bit of my credit enough to switch to just one main card and work off that (one that has benefits, of course.) And from there, get my student loans paid off and perhaps start a life by the time I'm twenty-five. I'm actually really excited about this, so yay :3

Also got a new computer at work after...I think it was six months of sending up IT requests for help. People may call me a bitch, but honestly, I can't do my job right if I don't have the right tools. And it's bullshit that it takes six months AND getting the call center SUPERVISOR involved to get something done about it. And it's something I'm going to bring up to the president next time we have round tables, because honestly, something needs to be done about it.

And my Wii is now hacked cause my friends are AWESOME ♥ So time to play some imported games >3 Also, Lucifer got cast in Supernatural, I'm hoping that it was a good casting, but we can't say until the series comes out. Then again, with the fact that we have no clue how it's starting, and we only know that Luci himself is in episode 5.1 and 5.3 so far, it's...going to be interesting, methinks.

Sigh. Alright, time to go pretend to be productive!

You know what really pisses me off?

When a shitty Dante roleplayer gets a spot in a community where I don't. And why? Because I "made him out to be a nice guy when he's an asshole." Yeah, but I hope you realize that I added in the fucking NOVEL in which he's not as much as a badass as he usually is. But I can take criticism on that, I'm cool, I'm always looking for feedback.

The worst part about it is that they're playing a Post DMC3 Dante and listing his age as over 2000.


FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF READ/PLAY THE FUCKING SERIES BEFORE YOU PLAY A FUCKING CHARACTER. HE'S 19 AT THE END OF THE GOD DAMNED GAME. FUCK YOU GUYS, I'M GOING HOME.

Please go away, headache. I've had you for two days now, and it's really starting to scare me with how you disappear and come back and make me hella nauseous. This is the last thing I need right now. Like my self-image and self-esteem aren't hitting an all time low or anything, good job on your timing.

Wishing won't change a thing unless you do it. Unfortunately, can't do anything without help of others, who in turn, are trying to fulfill their own wishes.

Sigh.

Seriously? Fuck you.

I got a new computer - can't set it up yet
Random pains in my shoulder that scare the fuck out of me since it happened for no reason
Long week that just needs to end
Not sleeping well in the least
Feeling absolutely miserable emotionally on like, six different things


Can this month just end or something? For the love of god, just END.

I made that Zuppa Toscana soup that you can get at Olive Garden tonight. And it is DELICIOUS. And I made a lot of it myself.

Tomorrow's journeys: going to make spiders, spanish rice, and perhaps some peanut butter cookies :)


SH TIEM :D

It's nice to know that people liked me enough within a single thread to contact me and invite me to another RP for play. I thought I lost that awhile ago. And an old old OLD RP'ing friend of mine got in contact with me again to RP and help with his new board.


:) Things are starting to look up again. Just need to work on "Umbra" more...

It took forever and a day but I finally redid my journal. Yay. I'm still pissed off at the header but otherwise, everything matches pretty well, methinks.

Patience is wearing thin on a lot of things recently. I need a vacation soon. Hmph.

I think I'm going to play Silent Hill now.


Edit: FUCK TONIGHT.

It hit again. I was doing well too, about a month, right? Someone at work started it about how it's unbelievable that I have no money and how I should yell at my family to make them pay things. Another shot was that people were disappointed I didn't go for a promotion and when I explain my reasoning, they don't listen. Well, one did, and he's that much cooler for it. Lost friends made me sad and stupid things are making me feel like I'm a piece of shit. Not even my favorite movie could cheer me up. I was going to start a new book, only to realize that all the books I own right now are part of a series and once I finish them, I can't afford the next one in the line. Nothing's fulfilling and everything's wrong this week. Snide comments in passing don't help either, they still hurt.

God I need a break.

Well, watched the first and second Terminator movies. Pretty good movies. Now the third should be lined up and I can go see the new one maybe this weekend. But, I needed a to-do list so, here it is.

♥ Catch up on FMA: Brotherhood
♥ Watch Kuroshitsuji
♥ Watch Eden of the East
♥ Watch SOMETHING on your god damned netflix plzkthx
♥ Perhaps redo your god damned journal too - I got three or four headers, they just got to be cleaned up (SZS, SPN, FMA: B, and another one somewhere...)
♥ Workout some more


...god this week needs to end like now.

After the Supernatural season finale (WHICH, OMG, WAS AWESOME AND DEAR GOD JUST GAAAAAH. How are they going to fucking top that for next season??) I ended up uploading all the music for the Supernatural seasons up till now. So, since I have an extra link, ya'll are welcome to it.

HALF A GIG OF MUSIC, BITCHES

Well

Spent two days in bed, absolutely miserable thanks to a head cold. I wanted to die with how bad it was, it was just...ugh. I've never had anything like that, it was just terrible.

Positive to the week? Starting to buy stuff from shirt.woot! and just found out woot! itself is having a woot-off. Meaning I'm going to be poor here shortly, WOO XD

Five months late but I've started working out. I've even started a calander to make sure that I keep up on working out rather than, 'Oh yeah, worked out last week.' Nuh uh, I am going to keep this up. Every other day, about an hour or more a night (I usually end up talking with my gym buddy anyways) and I am going to get healthy. If I can, I will get a bike this weekend and start riding. I MISS riding my bike. And I will lose weight. I will do this, no matter what. I have to, it's my chance at making a difference in my life. If I can do this, I think I can do anything.

I suddenly really want to go to Silent Hill.

I got my zune today. I was actually surprised cause I forgot it was UPS shipped and now USPS so when I got a knock on the door about eight o' clock, I was confused as all hell XD But DAMN, this lovely beast is lovely <3

So, right now it's name is Duma (angel of silence, ironically) though originally I was going to name it Islington (from Neverwhere.) Either or have grown on me, but with the coming days, we'll see how it goes, if one prevails over the other.

But OMG. It's SO customizable, it's AWESOME. It's nice to be able to have radio and MP3 together, along with being able to change the background - do you KNOW how awesome that is? To say, hrm, this doesn't look right today, let's put this as the background! It's awesome. Plus it's a 30 GB, which is a HUGE step up from my normal 2 GB. Seriously, that thing was KILLING me. As in, today, I put on four or five playlists on Duma and...still have 28 GB of free space (out of 29, since one is for system settings and all that) while I would normally have room for little to nothing on the 2 GB from before. So yeah, REALLY happy with this. Best purchase this year so far! Okay, that's a lie, but WHATEVER. It's AWESOME.

I feel empty.